This is my winter all burnt

wat

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 23:06:46 GMT

I've been keeping a dream journal for about a month now, because I read that can help you lucid dream more easily and lucid dreams are boss. Turns out I have a lot of dreams about riding in cars and going to stores. But the stores never have the same layout that they do in real life, and this should tip me off that I'm dreaming but it never does. :(

Idea

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 06:30:26 GMT

OK, so I have a good memory and pretty good tolerance for alcohol. I like math and I don't have a job.

I should be a professional gambler! Like with blackjack or something. Except that I have the worst luck ever.

:(

Images retrieved from Angelfire

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 21:01:56 GMT

Turns out I wasn't "TOO COOL for Angelfire."

What the hell is that ball on a ramp thing? Something tells me the boy in the DDR picture is Conner.

PAX

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 01:31:16 GMT

PAX was fantastic!!! Here's what happened:

- Wandered around the expo hall mostly. Stuck around for some NAMCO raffle drawing, and Drew won! He got a new Verizon LG enV phone, and a bunch of games, including Katamari Damacy for PS2 and some Tekken and old-school arcade games.

- Tons of PHAT LOOT (a term used by some Bioware guys). I think I got 7 shirts, some Lord of the Rings MMO subscriptions, a KOTOR download (I already have it, but), a folding "Gaming Chair," an inflatable sword, an artbook, some magic booster packs, and some hand sanitizer from Blizzard. They really dug deep. HELLO KITTY ISLAND ADVENTURE. Not really, just Hello Kitty online. I just wanted to look at it, but they were handing out free copies. My face: :\ to :o to :D! Except my smile was even wider. Also, I bought a Scott Pilgrim poster.

-Went to happy hour at Dragonfish. Good Kirin beer, sushi and calamari. Also tons of dirty looks from LSU fans.

-Nvidia was doing this contest where they handed out buttons with four-digit numbers on them, and if you found your match you could spin for some tight prizes. Some dude even made a website where you could list your phone number and contact info, but I never found mine.

-Penny Arcade Make-a-Strip panel was fun, but Jerry wasn't there at first because his wife had given birth that morning. HE SHOWED UP ANYWAY. What a champ.

-Did some brainteasers to get a ticket to this off-site Magic : The Gathering party at Trinity Nightclub. Was neat, but super crowded. But I got some free drinks made with Jones Soda. And some Magic themed Jones' Soda.

-Got to see gameplay of WoW: Cataclysm and Diablo III, but lines were too long and there wasn't really a timing system so I didn't play. But DIII looks like tons of fun. I'm super excited. And saw gameplay of Star Wars: The Old Republic. That looked good too, but I think it'll be weird to have voiced dialogue instead of quest text. They'd better let you skip it.

I definitely want to go next year. Getting a hotel would be grand, but that might be a little hard on my finances. Especially if I don't find a job soon :(

Snakey

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 20:33:37 GMT

Sometimes when I wake up from dreams I feel like a ton of time has passed, like years and years, and I feel surprised that I'm still in my normal body. It's not that I can remember all sorts of things I dreamed that would have taken so many years, but the memory of falling asleep somehow seems so far away. The feeling is really strong immediately after waking but then fades quickly. And it normally only happens while I nap, sleeping for less than an hour.

I can't really convince myself to believe in some sort of afterlife, so if right before I die if I can experience that sort of long dream feeling I think it would be nice. Nicer than just sudden nothingness, which is what I guess I expect. Which I wouldn't be disappointed with, if I could be disappointed at that point, but something extra would be cool.

It reminds me of this story I read for school. I'm pretty sure it was by Jorge Luis Borges... Maybe? But it was about a playwright who was about to be executed, or maybe just randomly shot, and he percieved the time between the gunfire and his dying to be long enough that he was able to finish his final play in his head, with the gunmen and some other guys there as actors and stuff. Spoiler Warning! He does die in the end.

He wrote some cool stuff. If I'm thinking of the right guy.

ಠ_ಠ

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 19:15:58 GMT

I just found out that I don't automatically get my rewards from my debit card transferred into my bank account, and that I have to manually add the funds. I've missed out on a whole FOUR DOLLARS since 2004. Oh man.

Searching for jobs be the worst. Everything requires an inordinate amount of previous experience. I was looking at a job for a high school assistant coach, but to qualify you needed three years assistant coaching at the high school or college level. D:

I should have done finance or accounting. But that's yawn-central. Or maybe computer programming. I should have at least taken some more classes so I'd understand SQL or whatever the hell else everyone expects applicants to know. Or I should have tried to take actuary tests. I guess I could still do that, but... I don't really want to.

It's too hot. It's hard to do anything but lay around all day in the basement. I've been watching this show called "The IT Crowd" and it's really funny. Two thumbs up.

:/

Mon, 04 May 2009 04:17:24 GMT

Good news! The Tripod site (I'm TOO COOL for Angelfire) I constructed back in 2003 is still running! Thank god I went with those guys instead of Geocities which is closing later this year :( :( :(

I was so proud of myself for figuring out that embedded frame thing.

oh no

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 08:50:35 GMT

There's a vending machine on campus that sells Mountain Dew: Voltage AND takes debit cards.

This just might be my downfall.

Why I like to wear headphones on the bus...

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 03:57:20 GMT

Girl A: You guys, Michael Jackson's gonna die soon. I feel bad for him.
Girl B: You said...earlier you said you were gonna throw a party with us.
Girl A: I know, but I feel bad.
Girl B: OK, well you can feel bad for like FIVE minutes, but..

Girl A/B?: He looked in the mirror and caught cancer.

In their (meager) defense, they couldn't have been older than fifteen. Still.

My life

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 23:47:29 GMT

This website is saving it.

Imagine me bitching more about MS Word, and it's just like your up in Bellingham with me tonight!

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 04:45:03 GMT

Seriously, though, the preset formats on Word 07 are just annoying. It starts of with some ugly sans-serif font (and "I can't stand sans-serif fonts"), then 1.15 spacing. WTF. Plus, adding a space between paragraphs? Get out. I have to go back and fix all this before typing anything on the school computers, and it usually takes me about five times as long as it should because the dumb menu layout keeps all the options hidden. Blurgh. :<

:(

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 03:03:52 GMT

Why Wash? He was great! I think I'm gonna cry.
Don't care about Shepherd Book.

lol?

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 00:54:13 GMT

My phone number is the same as the Deja Vu in Tukwila, only with a different area code. I get really interesting misdirected calls. Today some girl called me and asked if I was hiring.

<.<
>.>

The proximity of computer commands often frustrates me:

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 10:54:14 GMT

#1 Copy and paste. Even though they should be close together because they're related. But all too often I copy text, then highlight some other text to replace it, then hit 'copy' again instead of 'paste' and then LOSE the first thing. AGH.

#2 Copy and Select All. This sucks when I carefully select only a portion of the text I want to copy, but then hit 'Select All' and all my hard work goes to waste. Yes. Scrolling around with the mouse is hard work.

3 Delete and Create Shortcut. Especially in a folder full of tons of files. For some reason about half the time I go to delete unwanted shortcuts, I screw up again and make more unwanted shortcuts to shortcuts ad infinitum. Loss of motor skills due to irritation?

#4 Create New Folder and Up One Level. In that little box when your trying to save a file from the internet or whatever...sometimes I'm cruising around to the folder I want and accidentally plant empty folders all over the place. So then I have to go delete them, but that just introduces the potential for situation #3.

Everyone be quiet about keyboard shortcuts. 'C' and 'V' are close to each other, too.

...I really need to just stick to one username

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 08:28:46 GMT

So, since everyone else abandoned their blogs in favor of twitter, I got one too. It actually seems a better format for updates, because usually I just have one sentence to say, but nothing to bolster it with to make it an appropriately long journal entry.

But here is one! (An appropriately long journal entry).

I've been sleeping a lot lately. 10+ hours on some nights. And part of the reason is because our house is SO COLD, and my bed is warm so I hate getting out. But I always set my alarm for about 8 hours of sleep, and then still feel tired when I wake up. Maybe I only need like 5-6 hours of sleep, because when I do that I feel okay, and 8 is too much. Or maybe...I've never really though that I would have Seasonal Affective Disorder, because I actually really like winter. Because there are no bees, and because I like snow, and I'm not all that of an outdoor-sy person so summer is not such a big deal for me. But maybe, my body and my mind are in disagreement, and my BODY is Seasonally Affected. Ugh. I hope not. Or something more like my emotions are Seasonally Affected, but the logical part of my mind isn't, and I think I'm more aware of that second part of my mind, so I've got SAD without realizing it? That sounds kinda silly. I watch too much anime.

Wikipedia says this, from the US Library of Medicine:
"...some people experience a serious mood change when the seasons change. They may sleep too much, have little energy, and crave sweets and starchy foods. They may also feel depressed. Though symptoms can be severe, they usually clear up." So that sounds kinda right. Lulz, they also talk about one solution: Light Therapy. That just reminds me of pet lizards.

Maybe, though, it's all because our house is just too cold and our internet service is spotty at best.

Which one to buy?

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 19:02:58 GMT

November 19 - Rune Factory 2: Fantasy Harvest Moon DS $29.99
November 24 - Chrono Trigger DS $39.99

I LOVE Harvest Moon, but Chrono Trigger's classic, but I've already played that one, and it's more expensive, but Harvest Moon doesn't really change from game to game but the new bachelorettes are so pretty UGH.

EDIT: Plus if you pre-order Rune Factory 2 on Amazon you get a "fabulous" stuffed SQUIRREL "complete with nut" geez that's awsome.

Plus there's a million more DS games I want.

1. Osu! Tatake! Ouendan
2. Moeru! Nekketsu Rhythm Damashii Osu! Tatake! Ouendan 2
3. Final Fantasy IV
4. Final Fantasy Tactics A2 : Grimoire of the Rift
5. Advance Wars: Days of Ruin/Dual Strike
6. A Kirby game
~~7. Professor Layton and the Curious Village~~
8. A Phoenix Wright Game
~~9. The World Ends With You~~
10. A Castlevania Game
11. A Trauma Center game
~~12. Pokemon Platinum, whenever it gets released~~
13. Disgaea DS
14. - 1000000. Other things I'm probably forgetting

Half of these (500000?) I could probably just rent, but HEY WHATEVER.

I always have these huge list of things I want to do, books to read and movies to watch and games to play, and I get these things done so slowly...I always think I'll have more and more time to get them done, but will I when I'm older? I can't imagine myself at 40 doing these things I'm not getting done now. I can't really imagine myself at 40 period, really. 25, even. But I know I couldn't imagine myself at 20 when I was 10. I remember thinking when I was 13 or so that I'd probably only like Pokemon for a year or so, so might as well make the most of it! but we all know how that turned out, DON'T WE? I guess I just don't want to suddenly die and regret never finishing Wheel of Time.

What do people who don't play video games spend money on? (Sarcastic answer: the opposite sex :), HURR DURR, lol).

...

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 16:38:55 GMT

School got really hard while I wasn't looking.

OH MY GOD

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 22:00:19 GMT

THIS IS AWESOME.

There's a ton of better ways the world's resources could be used. But still, it's pretty cool.

aww geez

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 06:18:46 GMT

Things that really bother me but I never remember about until they come up (except for just now):
#1 - How the computers at school always have Num Lock turned OFF whenever I use them.

Is this default? Or does everyone else turn off Num Lock for some reason?

Sometimes I think about how happy I am that I'm not sick, that my nose isn't stuffed up and my ears don't feel clogged up. It's rare to be reminded of that, though. It's kind of like the reverse of when you read something like "You are now manually blinking." Or, "You are now aware of your terrible posture." Those always get me.

I think we pissed off the house gods!

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 01:51:41 GMT

Our house, while not in the greatest condition to begin with, has decided to suck WAY HARDER than ever in the past week or so:

-The fridge FINALLY died, which is actually more of a good thing because it was noisy as hell and falling apart inside. So the property managers have to replace it, but they haven't yet, so most of our food is in our neighbor's fridge. Net happiness = a little more than 0.

-One of our windows broke, which isn't really the house's fault, except that it probably wouldn't have broken were the windows here not super brittle and thin.

-Two of the steps on our back stairs were unsteady so we called to get them replaced. Then the repairman declared the entire staircase hazardous and warded it off with about 10 feet of bilingual caution tape on both the top and bottom.

-And then today I was trying to lock the front door and as I rotated the key it spun all the way around. Further investigation revealed that the front door would no longer lock from the outside. (It still worked from the inside, though). So now there's no way to leave the house locked and empty without RISKING MY LIFE on the apparently deadly back stairs. Other than locking the door from the inside and jumping off the back porch. But then there'd be no way back in. UGH.

But whatever.

My computer science class has a really generous late policy that I took way too much advantage of, so I've been programming random crap for the past four days, and it's driving me crazy because I don't naturally think computer-like. My other classes, too, have been tougher than they should have been because I was pretty sick about a third of the way through the quarter, and I've been playing catch-up ever since. Finals should be okay, though. And then just one year (three quarters) left of classes! Just five more math classes! WOOOOOO. No grad school plans in the works.

I need to be banned from ebaY

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 09:19:52 GMT

I am seriously tempted to spend all sorts of cash on various duck shaped baskets.

But who wouldn't be, really?

These are the best ones. ADORABLE!

Too long for a Facebook status update, too short for a decent entry.

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:43:46 GMT

I think it'd be neat if Obama were to be president, just so I could learn about "Obamanomics."

what the hell guys

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 02:15:01 GMT

Whenever I cook with onions everything is completely OK. But if someone else is cooking with onions, it just kills me. Kills my eyes. AND my room is right by the kitchen. Looks like it's time to go call whine one one.

Heeeeyyyy

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 10:39:29 GMT

The past two months have been boring. But it's time to write again!

Um, I guess winter break was fun. I got drunk a couple of times, and only once or twice since then. I guess I just try to be careful about drinking. I don't know if I'm susceptible to alcohol abuse, but...I'll only start drinking if I'm in a really good mood to start with. And I try to keep myself hydrated but end up forgetting about it after a while. But whatever water helps I guess. Hmm...

I went to the democratic caucus today. That was kinda cool, but seeing how disorganized everything is just makes the whole process seem overcomplicated. It's a pain in the ass just to get to the damn place, because traffic is a bitch, and then you get stuck in this huge crowded place with everyone yelling, and whoever's supposed to be in charge of your precinct, well, there's a chance they don't know more about the whole procedure than you do. I guess the whole scale is too big for any small mistakes to add up that much, but my precinct was really small. We only had 14 people. We split 12-Obama, 2-Clinton, BTW. Yeah, Lynnwood 8!

My classes are pretty okay, too. One class is half Peace Corps recruitment course, half the professor touting his own merits, and I guess that's okay if you like studying that kind of stuff, but I don't, really, so I just feel like I'm not learning much. If I didn't need the damn Communications Focus requirement I'd drop it for something more math based.

Weeks go by too fast now. I feel like it's because I spend too much time on schoolwork, but then it seems I never get any done. I really want to be involved in something, but I don't know how. Well, if I was less lazy, I'm sure I could figure it out. And less shy. Approaching a club or organization makes me nervous. Ugh.

This entry's pretty pointless. Lol, "Mood: apathetic. Dear diary, ..."

8 o' clock finals!

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 13:40:18 GMT

Suck so hard. FUCK.